Be Good!

Another week has passed... another long hard week. No so much for the dieting, but just life in general which is usually how things go. I lost 5 pounds this week. Yeah I'm happy about it, but not as happy as I thought I would be. Not to say I'm thinking that oh I would've lost more or something, but I'm just not in the mood to be happy today lol. Yeah..I know I'm weird. I think I know why I'm upset today, but I really wish I wouldn't let things like that affect me, but they always do. I don't feel comfortable talking about it yet, so I'll just leave it at..."Don't let other people determine your value". That's hard to do sometimes when you are still in the process of realizing your own worth, but it just sucks...I dunno if any of this makes sense...Im just discombobulated today. Mixture of emotions...but mostly hurt...what's new.
On the brighter note, my 5lbs loss means success. I havent started exercising yet though, but I really want to. Its a matter of making the time to do it, which is never an excuse, but it sure does feel like it after a long day and all you want to do is pass out, but instead you have hw and studying to do. Speaking of hw & studying I better go get to it.
...~Praying for a brighter day~...